I haven’t been here much lately. It’s not that I don’t have anything going on in my life. It’s because I am in a manic state of mind. This is not to be confused with what is normally thought of as a state of mania. I wish…..
In a true manic state, you have soooo much energy, hardly any need to sleep or eat, and have grandiose ideas. If only the mind is manic, the result is just lots of ideas and thoughts that move through rapidly and produce nothing really productive. For the last while, my mind has raced so much that it’s a miracle that it hasn’t burned out. It’s no fun at all. At this minute, I am having a hard time concentrating on sitting here and writing this. My brain is showing previews of things to come at a warped speed.
I, also, must constantly remind myself of this…..

an overcrowded brain has got to be better than an empty brain! Right?
But, post…I must! I must post or risk losing interest in blogging. Losing interest in projects is all too frequent for me. I have at least a dozen things that I have started today alone. And, not one is completed yet. I’ll be patting myself on the back tonight if I can just finish one or two.
Since I know that if I starting writing about crap in my life, I’d make no sense and ramble on for so long the readers would lose interest, I’m taking the easy way out….
How to Tell If Your Banana Is Going Bad….
Got that in my email and it really made me laugh. Hope you get a giggle, too.
Also, I wanted to mention the really strange link that is showing up in my “referral links”. I have no idea what it is and to be honest, am afraid to click on it. If I click on it, I’m probably going to be bombarded with crap linked to it. The link is
(and I’m not going to link to it, either)……”freesexmovie”. WTH? I am curious as to why that site is linking to me, though. But, not curious enough to go to it. It does make me wonder what I wrote that would be of interest to visitor’s to that site. I’ve learned my lesson, though, about clicking on just any old thing that has a link posted. Last week, I got on FB only to find out that I “liked PalTalk”. I think that was the name of it but it could have been slightly different. Anyway, I innocently clicked on it to see what it was that I liked and it was a gay chatroom. I’m not bustin’ on gay people so don’t anyone get their panties in a wad and make ugly comments. But, I seriously have no clue how I liked it start with. Listen, people, be careful what you click on!
Shit…I intended to write at least something with substance and worth reading but am finding that impossible right now. My thoughts are straying to Lady GaGa’s meat dress…..which in turn is making me think about grocery shopping…which in turn is making me think about working out because I ate to much this weekened…which in turn is making me think back to the VMA’s (because I was eating while watching) and Justin Bieber….seriously, JUSTIN BIEBER WON AN AWARD!!!?????….which is turn is making me think about New Kids On The Block…which in turn….and so forth and so forth and so on…..
So….until my mind quiets down….I am Crowded Brain Barbie!







i LOLd when Justine Beaver couldnt find her to the stage to get her award. lol
i wish my head was full of thoughts and ideas… mine is empty and incomplete.
i feel useless and feel as tho i have no purpose…
i hate going through this. with a passion.
i hope you feel better.
love your blog.
http://www.panicmonster.com
Hi panicmonster….thanks for stopping by and adding me to your blogroll. I went to your blog and read and commented. Also, decided that you are blogworthy, too! You are the newest member on my blog list now!
OMG YAY! Thank you!!!
You are so welcome…just, PLEASE don’t panic! OK?
Now see my problem is that I have that empty mind issue! It causes me to start projects and then see something shiney and …….. I think we should list how many projects that need finishing, nevermind, then I’d have to go thru my hoarder piles and that’s just too much trouble!
CCL…ya know, if you lived nearby, we could be the bestest of friends. Of course, we might both end up on Hoarders but who cares?
I have started a million things and not finished a single thing. to be honest with you, my blog is the only consistent thing in my life right now.
pm…ya got me beat on that one. You can chart my roller coaster ride of moods by my blog. Lots of new posts (and sometimes they are VERY long) all at once or zilch, nada, nothing for weeks or even months. Blogging is a good way to get some of those spliced/bits and pieces of thoughts out of the head. The trouble is that many times they don’t make sense to anyone but me!
ccl…OMG! You and I think that WE are hoarders. At least, we don’t have 3 feet of cat shit and numerous cat carcasses in our house. Just saw that on Hoarders….ewwwwww
I saw that one, too. Yeah, I got a thing about stink, I don’t like it!! I do believe I would smell rotting cat and cat shit, EW, just threw up in my mouth a little, GAG, ACK! My hoard piles are neat, dusty but neat!
I didn’t hear anything about Gaga doin that until stumbling on your site. That is crazy. I totally agree with you about Bieber.
Lady GaGa=GAG GAG! I hope she got magots from that outfit!
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Yeah I know, I'm hell bound!
GaGa will be waiting at Hell’s gates wearing a skimpy devil outfit!
That meat dress makes me want to puke. Raw meat makes me gag and the thought of it touching my skin and smelling it seriously makes me want to hurl.
Me, too. And, I could not help but wondering about the smell on the chair that she was sitting in. And, the look on Cher’s face was priceless.
Wait, is that dress anything like a “meat curtain?”, I’m confused ……..
CCL…what’s a meat curtain?
See, I don’t know either and I’m afraid to google it, I just heard the term and saw Lady Gaga and, well, umm, ……….
Well, I did it…googled it, that is! Holy crapolaitis…
meat curtain….The long, overly stretched out lips of a p****, sometimes resembling philly cheese steak.
ewwwww and yuck!
Justin Bieber winning an award is why I am running for President. Our entertainment industry is distressed and we must weed out Justin Bieber and other Canadian spies from further damaging the great American entertainment industry!
I agree….get rid of JB and send Kanye West with him.
See, I told you not to Google!
Days later, and I still feel dirty after “googling”.
Wow. I’m grateful for that tip on Bananas going bad. I didn’t know they could get pervy like that.